Solo-Parenting a 7 year old Boy

I have to admit that when I found out I was having a little boy, it was with a mixed bag of emotions. I would very much like to say that I was moved by the miracle of life and cried happy tears when my child was placed in my arms.

But the very first thing I said to my hb when I saw K was, “Why does he look like that?”

Well, this shallow mom have repented since.

Lately with the recent adjustments at home, I have been reflecting about my part of being one-half of a parent to K. I used to think that the relationship between same-sexed parents and children; i.e.. mother-daughter or father-son, are extra special. However, I found out that the relationship that forms the child, are the mother-son, father-daughter relationships.

I am not just saying this since I have a son, nor do I want to downplay the importance that Dads have on their son being role models. But this combination it seems, is the ideal parent-child combination for single parents.

I may not fit into a profile of a single parent, since hb and I are still happily married. Nonetheless, the solo-parent status applies to my parenting life right now.

I asked K this question recently, “Do you think you have a brave-heart?”

His response to me was, “No, I have a chicken-heart, as I cry easily when I feel hurt and I am sometimes afraid of insects.” Hb used to say that K was being ‘chicken-hearted’ when he got too sensitive, or don’t show enough courage for challenges that he encounters.

My reply to him was, “Not chicken-hearted. You have a tender heart, that can be brave and courageous as God is with you.”

I believe I still can be the parent who will let him understand what I see and admire most in men. Build his confidence, demonstrate that actions have consequences, help him gain a tender heart, and teach him how to love God with all his heart.

7 year old 1

I am K’s mom, I am not his dad. And I will never expect to be both, as I think I will fail quite miserably.

My focus as K’s mom is to build a heart connection with him, and will never try to be the dad that I can never be.

I guess I am still in a good place when it comes to being a parent. Even if I means that I am the one who has to pick up dead lizards and get rid of any insect that find their way into our room.

Felt Bunny Softie 1

P.S. When K was a baby, I used to be so envious of people who were able to make beautiful quilted blankets for their babies. I still haven’t got around making a blanket for K, since he doesn’t have a need for one anymore.

I have found the next best alternative; softies. This isn’t the first softie that I have made for him, as he still has the wonky-looking cat softies I made for him 3 years ago. But it is the first personalized softie complete with glasses and his first name initial.

Just one of the many reasons why I love to do hand-mades, as this will be the only softie bunny uniquely like this one.

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  1. I agree. There is something mighty special about a mother-son relationship! K is such a fine young man, and it is so good you are teaching him that having a tender heart doesn’t equate to weakness or being a chicken! Jia you in this season of your lives!

    P.S. Love that bunny!
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    Rachel Reply:

    Thanks San!

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  2. Making the heart connection is so important in parenting – regardless solo or otherwise. Your personalised softie is truly one-of-a-kind, I wish I have the patience and nimble fingers to make such lovely keepsakes for my loved ones too. Keep up the good work Momma!
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    Rachel Reply:

    Thanks Angie!

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  3. As you have mentioned to K, you are not alone. Emmanuel. God is with you. May God bless you with strength and grace to journey on ahead. Admire your handiworks! I can’t sew for nuts… : )
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    Rachel Reply:

    Thanks Angelia, it is precisely why I know God is with me, that’s why I don’t fear of the uncertainty of the future. As for sewing, you should give some simple projects to try if you feel motivated enough. I used to think the same too, before I started trying to sew.

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